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Monday, June 17, 2024

Sunrise Trail Hike at Masungi Georeserve: An Empowering and Meaningful Birthday Celebration

Since I was a child, as soon as June approaches, I feel thrilled because it's my birth month. I don't eagerly anticipate gifts, but rather the greetings from family and friends. It brings me joy. I am easily pleased. It doesn't take much to make me happy.

Whenever I am asked what I want for my birthday, my usual response is "nothing" or "I don't know; I can't think of anything I want or need." I am not materialistic. I am happy. I am healthy. I am blessed with family and true friends. Feeling ko nasa akin na ang lahat and I prefer inner peace. Fancy that! Haha. I find more joy in giving, whether to family, friends, or even strangers.

But this time, I said, "Lord, can I give myself a gift this time?" Since a retreat in Batulao is not possible yet, I scheduled a day for myself for a pampering session at the mall. I want to have a massage, facial, manicure/pedicure. I simply wish to unwind and disconnect from the online world for an entire day.

Then, someone sent a message in the CORA Volunteers group chat about the Sunrise Trail Hike and Environment Forum at the breathtaking Masungi Georeserve. Without reading everything, I immediately registered (despite my Ophidiophobia), and  quickly paid because slots were limited. Ewan ko kung ano ang pumasok sa isip ko that time basta na lang ako sumagot sa Google formπŸ˜…. This is the joy of having your own money and not always relying on the head of the household or your parents. After paying and reading more, I informed my partner that this is what I want for my birthday. This will bring me pure bliss and make my birthday celebration unique. Wow! It's the first time I've expressed my desire! I want to tick off items on my bucket list before I get older and stop feeling young, hehe. ✌️ He quickly agreed. (He can't do anything because I've already paid, though. Lol). Besides Mommy, our Dada knows me well. He knows I find joy in nature. He knows I want to live in a simple house surrounded by trees (minus the snakes, okay?)

I have been looking for a group that cares for and loves the environment for quite some time. Yes, I may be fussy and playful, but my heart is happy when, in my own small way, I can show love and gratitude to our mother earth. That's when I found CORA (Communities Organized for Resources Allocation) , a nonprofit organization that fosters sustainable development through inclusive programs led by women, youth, local communities, and volunteers to help build a more just and resilient future for people and the planet. CORA was founded by Antoinette Taus, UN Environment Programme (@UNEP) Goodwill Ambassador, actress, and singer. 

I joined CORA Volunteers earlier this year. I remained quiet in the group because I couldn't attend past activities. My family and friends are also unaware that I had joined the group. ☺️ Now they know. 

After paying the joining fee and informing the family that I joined, the "nakatatandang" advice came to mind: "Don't go out of the house when your birthday is near because accidents might happen." I felt nervous. Scared. But I told myself, "Am I going to be scared again?" "Am I going to live in fear again?" If something happens, it will happen because it's meant to be. I fought against fear and prayed. But I hugged and kissed my children a lot, hehe. Morbid, noh? πŸ˜…. But there's nothing wrong with being prepared. And we should always make our loved ones feel loved.

Two days before the hike, I prepared everything to make sure I wouldn't forget anything. The day before, I prepared the food and things the kids needed for the next day. It's really difficult for mothers to just leave the house, everything should be prepared for the family. Oh ,well, sabi nga nila hindi lahat ng Nanay ganito. 🫒

As expected, I couldn't sleep. The kids massaged me. I took sleeping pills. Still couldn't sleep. According to my watch, I only slept for 48 minutes. The email said, "Get ample rest." Lol. Maybe I was just excited? Or maybe the fear of being far away for the first time and doing something alone without my family kept me awake.

I didn't force myself to sleep. I just ate again and waited for the time. I got ready and went to the meeting place.

We arrived at Masungi Georeserve while it was still dark. It felt joyful, especially sensing the scent of trees and the cool breeze. As the day slowly brightened, the fog thickened. It was delightful! 

Our group with our park ranger, Kuya KD

The trail began. I am grateful to Kuya KD, our park ranger, who explained things, took care of us, and reminded us of the do's and don'ts during the hike.  He was kind and always smiling. And most importantly, he was great at taking videos and pictures. 

There, I started feeling the trembling in my thighs. I wasn't properly prepared, and it was my first time. We were going up 600 meters above sea level. But when I reached the top, I felt like crying not because of exhaustion or the pain in my arms and legs, but because of the breathtaking beauty around me. The Lord's creation was stunning. The view was breathtaking. All I could say was, "Thank you, Lord!"

I can't explain the happiness I felt when I was at the top. I refrained from crying because there were other people present. It would be embarrassing. I just savored every moment because I couldn't stay long as the next group was arriving soon. But of course, before going down, we needed to document, take pictures, and take selfies first. It's a must. Picture or it never happened.

My group mates! 🀍
(L-R Me, Mary Miranda, Nick Pataueg, April Maligayo, Aisha Kunting, and Sheila Lopez)

The pleasure with my group mates added to the experience. They were total strangers, seemingly half my age , I presume. But to me, they were like peers, or my children (?) lol. Obedient and friendly individuals. When it was announced that the next activity was a meditation walk, there was complete silence. The only sounds were the birds, insects, and other living creatures, and the sound of our footsteps during the 10-15 minute walk. It warmed my heart. While walking, I was talking to God, thanking Him for everything. I dunno, I'm just thankful the whole time. This is what I missed. In the city, it's all concrete, with few trees. The sound of cars is loud. It's polluted. But our house is next to a large lot filled with trees, so sometimes we hear chirping birds. But Masungi is different. I hope you can visit too.

Thanks to those who take care of Masungi Georeserve, I didn't see any trash.  They love and care for the place so much. I hope more people learn about and visit this place. Plus, their light refreshments were delicious. And the frozen towel... Ahhh, refreshing! Superb!

I urge you, to visit Masungi Georeserve as well, to truly appreciate the place. Words alone are not enough. The experience is unique, I can't put it into words. And let's help preserve the place. Many want to take advantage for their own benefit. Aside from illegal logging, there were other challenges faced by Masungi such as pag-uuling (charcoal making), and big-time land grabbers or professional squatters. Let us help #SaveMasungi.

I went home happy, my heart is full! All I could say to my partner and children was thank you! Thank you to them for allowing me to experience Masungi and be connected with nature.  I hope next time I can bring them along.

Grateful to Planet Cora and Rockwell Run Club for this #GenerationRestoration collaboration. 

Best birthday ever! Empowering, meaningful, and fulfilling. Thank you, Lord, for the gift of life. For giving me strength until now despite what happened back in 2013.

Where to next? What to tick off my bucket list next? Tree planting? Feeding program, maybe? Yes?! I'm looking forward to it because I heard CORA has another event. πŸ™ 


I am a planeteer. I will help as much as I can to #ProtectThePlanet for my children and the next generations. 🀍

Wednesday, April 4, 2018

Open letter to my firstborn, Junior High School Completer (in Filipino para mas warm, mas feel)


Congratulations, Kuya RC! 
And here I am again, lost for words kasi mauuna ang iyak. Kaya ko ito... (*drinks warm water* inhale-exhaaaaaale) whew! Game.

After the mass. Si Mama, feeling matangkad πŸ˜‚
 πŸ“· BFF Vincent ❤ 040318❤

First of all, THANK YOU. Thank you kay Lord kasi na-witness ko pa ang isa na namang milestone ng aking firstborn. Alam mo kung gaano ako ka-grateful kay God for my second life. Kahapon pa lang sa mass ng school nyo, napaiyak na ako, pinigilan ko lang kasi nahiya ako sa mga nanay na katabi ko. πŸ˜‚  Ito lang naman ang lagi kong pinagp-pray ang makita ko pa kayong magkakapatid na makatapos ng pag-aaral tapos, okay na ako siguro dun. Pwede na kasi baka kalabisan na ang extension na hiningi ko. Thank you kasi kahit hindi tayo perfect family ginagawa mo ang lahat ng makakaya mo. Apektado ka sa lahat ng bagay pero nilalabanan mo. Dedma lang ✌

SORRY. sorry kung minsan tinitiis kita na hindi tulungan sa mga ginagawa mo kasi gusto ko matuto ka na mag isa, dumiskarte sa sarili mo ng hindi umaasa sa iba kasi hindi lagi nandito si Mama di ba? Sorry kung pinaghihigpitan kita sa pag-uwi mo ng late, para sa iyo yun anak kasi iba na ang laging eksena sa labas. Nakakatakot. Hindi katulad noon.  Ayoko na mapapahamak ka. Alam ko naiinis ka, akala mo lang gusto ko lang na ganun. Sorry kung nagagalit si Mama kahit sa kaliit-liitang bagay (napag-usapan na natin ito. Sana lagi mo lang tatandaan yun) sorry, kung sobrang gulo natin lately, kahit ako hindi ko na din kinakaya pero nandyan kayong 3 magkakapatid kaya kakayanin ko!

OKAY sa Olrayt. Naalala mo nung sinabi mo sa akin na "sorry, Mama kasi hindi umabot ang grades ko" para maging awardee ka. Okay na okay lang anak. Hindi sukatan ng pagkatao ang grades. Since kinder lagi mo ako ginugulat. Kasi lagi sinasabi ng mga teachers mo makulit, magulo sa room, (hindi magulo na nang-aaway ha? Kasi hindi ka ganun.) Mabait ka, hindi pala-away. Yung lakad ng lakad kasi tapos na ang pinagagawa at naiinip ka na 😊 makulit man at magulo pero sa huli, lagi ka may honor. Galing! Pero sa totoong buhay, mas importante ang pakikisama at pakikipag kapwa tao. Kasi matalino ka na eh at madali ka matuto. Nakita ko ang sipag, disiplina at tiyaga mo sa pag-aaral. Kahit matulog ka ng late kakagawa ng GROUP projects, na halos ikaw lagi nagaabono muna at ikaw lang nagawa (yata) gigising ka ng maaga dahil ayaw na ayaw mo ma-late. Doon pa lang anak, proud na ako sa iyo. Alamko na sa ganyang ugali, may mararating ka. Focus lang. Btw, an average of 88% is not bad at all! Ako nga di ko na mataandaan ang average ko nung High School πŸ˜‚ at sa Grade 7-10 mo isa lang naging line of 7 mo, Math, nung Grade 8 ka. Alam na yan. Tanggap ko yan. Yan din ang palakol ko noong nag aaral ako. Pero nung College na ako, kasi nung HS wala ako grade na mababa sa 80. I kenat talaga eh, hirap si Mama, bes ✌πŸ˜† thankful for friends kaya naka pasa at naka graduate ako. πŸ˜‰ nahila din ng ibang subjects. 
Malayo pa lalakbayin natin. May grades 11, 12 at College pa. Enjoy lang anak. Okay lang magkamali dahil hindi tayo perfect. Huwag map- pressure. Ang importante matuto ka at maihanda sa totoong buhay na matatag at handang humarap sa anumang hamon, drink Milo everyday ha? πŸ˜‚πŸ˜˜

TANDAAN mo na nandito lang lagi si Mama hanggat hindi pa ako tinatawag ni Bro. Okay lang bf/gf gawing inspirasyon hindi yung nag away lang kayo pati mga kapatid mo at ako susungitan mo.  😈Huwag masyado seryoso at bata pa kayo.  (Ako din unang nagka bf 17 years old na. Kasi puro gfs. πŸ˜†) Marami pa kayong kakainin na bigas. Nakikita nyo naman ang buhay di ba? Hindi madali. Tandaan mo din na lagi ka pa rin magsasabi at magkkwento kay Mama ha?  Huwag isipin na baka magalit ako. Lagi magpapa alam kung nasaan ka. Update mo ako para hindi ako praning sa bahay, hindi magkanda ugaga sa 2 maliit mong kapatid tapos iniisip ko pa kung nasaan ka na. Nas-stress si Mama dun, bawal sa akin di ba? Lagi kang mag dadasal. Kahit anong ginagawa, iniisip at nangyayari... dasal lang Kuya.

IWASAN na ang sobrang pago-online games. Hindi maganda. Naalala mo sinamahan kita sa isang computer shop one time kasi sabi, if you can't beat them, join them daw. Gusto ko maintindihan bakit kayo hindi kumakain at iniipon ang baon para may pang laro. Nagulat ako sa mga taong naglalaro. Puro foul words paano kapag nagka pikunan?!? Atsaka nab-broadcast ang pinagdadaanan mo/ninyo kasi ang lakas mo magsalita dahil may headset ka! Akala mo mga katabi mo hindi ka naririnig. Pero ako, dinig na dinig ko pinaguusapan nyo ng friend mo. Sino nga yung may problema? Haha. Iwasan din ang mapuyat kaka Facebook at kaka chat -nakakahilo ang dami mong kausap! Kaya iwasan mo na rin gamitin telepono ko kasi ako ang walang nagagawa! Okay? May importante ako ginagawa sa phone at alam mo kung ano yun. 

Kagabi habang hinihilot kita ng Vicks Vaporub sa likod, dibdib, leeg at ulo kasi nagbabadya ka na naman hikain nang hindi ko alam kung bakit kasi nag practice lang naman kayo sa school, ang laki -laki mo na nga kuya. Hindi na ikaw ang baby botchog Taz namin, kasi nangalay na ang kamay ko sa laki ng hinihilot ko. 😭

Kung sa iba ang posts nila at hashtags eh puro #WithHonors... ako, #ImHonored, i am honored to be your mom. I love you, son! 

My absolute highest honor... being your mom. ❤ Good job, K'yaah, Pembarya! 😘 I'M SO PROUD OF YOU! 


*** This is not a sponsored post, nagpapapansin lang sa brands baka magka 1 yr supply kami ng Milo at Vicks kasi gamit na gamit dito sa amin πŸ˜‚

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